oh holy fuck I just tried to stretch that muscle and I actually felt it even though everything is numb that might actually hurt in the morning 
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Fuck itā¦ I have an analgesic that will soak through the skin. I think it would be a good idea.
I feel the same if only because I canāt actually take ibuprofen because it could kill me lol. Iām Asthmatic and it can cause bronchial spasms making it difficult for me to even breath.
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That blows man. So what do they give youā¦ Vicodin or oxy?
Side note this benzocaine is hitting the spotā¦ Oh my fuck itās numb 
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depends on the pain but mostly i take paracetamol with codeine and if its really bad and i have to go to the hospital I always got morphine.
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Dude I honestly understand why people have an opiate crisisā¦ the feeling on it is just pleasant it is that feeling that you do not care that everything that has ever caused you pain as suddenly disappeared and you are in complete Bliss now that being said I am not addicted I never had a problem with it I could easily get off of it in the same day and not give a fuckā¦
Iām just saying dude watch out for those opiates including morphine they can really fuck your life up
Oh my fuck I just felt something through the benzocaine dudeā¦ Ouchhhh
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ye Iām very well aware of the risks but it never really affects me much. I could take codeine for two weeks and straight up give it up whenever I wanted to. its always been about the reduced pain for me and never really had a dependence on it other than that. if the pain goes away or reduced enough so its bearable without it at all I never feel the need to take it anymore.
Then your like meā¦ you do it to numb pains that others donāt getā¦ (Primarily physical)
You see @Michael I donāt say it often but I have physical pains docs canāt diagnoseā¦ I donāt talk about it often but it makes me Moody and erratic . So anything to stop it is nice
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was a koth reference you pleb
- complaining about physical pains
- not liking opiods
- liking men
are you sure you arent sink?
I donāt like men?
I love women but not all women on certain womenā¦
but chu du desu
Wtf?
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Come on, You can fuck whoever and whatever you want
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No the thought repulses me tbch
Iām also picky about women . Lol
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desu intensifies
how goes your day lounge?
somewhere between being exhausted and feeling slightly down. Iāve had a lot todo and havenāt had even nearly enough sleep over the past few days. need to force myself todo some productive/fun but not sure what yet.
The same as always
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Mehhhh so far. Will get better though after I head to the gym today and then have dinner/shower. So happy I have meals for free as I damn near went over budget getting here so I have like $30 in my checking lol and donāt ask on my credit. But. Most of it is getting reimbursed and payday on Friday so yeah. Woot?
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Iām up since ~8:30pm yesterday again and itās ~11:30p now (following day). Wanted to go to sleep before but I got hungry and now Iām at this shitty spot again where Iām kinda tired but would roll around in bed for hours, unable to fall asleep.
Reddit is a fucking procrastination trap. It distracts me way too much.
Donāt buy cheap leather strops from Amazon. Theyāre shit. The rought side of the leather strop has absorbed some glue and makes it useless on a very big spot. And I have my doubts that itās even proper fake leather. And those paracord laceing needles didnāt meet my requirements (thin one doesnāt fit the paracord, thick one doesnāt fit through the beads. So both are going back.
But Iāve been re-watching Bleach for the last few days. I like having a show like that to watch that goes on and on and on. Donāt have to think about what Iām gonna watch next (sometimes just deciding on something like that will put me down) and basically lasts for days (continuous playback). Sure, I skipped some episodes, even a full arc, cause there are parts that Iām just not interested in or are just stretched out too much (that shit where they waste 5min at the beginning of an episode to repeat the last 5min of the previous episode). But I still got ~130ep ahead of me.